driving_u_home

my mothers birthday is on monday.

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 21:57:22 GMT

happy birthday ryan carlson, good friends last long times.
<3
and as for everyone ellllsssse-
how are you? i am ok. im very excited and sad and what not. my dad came home today. thats nice yeah? he was in japan for a while on business. even if some people don't like me at least my parents do...right? i know some people would dissagree that anyone liked me, cough.
we sold our house on wednesday. that means i am moving in like 2 months. hello san diego. i used to live there before i moved to the oh sea... and that was that. now im moving back.////
what i good day for a book report. has anyone looked outside? pssshhh.

-Auto response from cXunderOATHx: Ashley makes me HOT like a fever<3 im goin to miss you and i love you :'(

sXc
aw carlos is awesome.
anyways, my book report is on the perks of being a wallflower. i decided to take photos of people who resemble the people in the book. its going ok so far.
im going to hang out with mackenzie and jennifer soon. yay<3
ok uhm thats all for my useless post.
♥
ashleeeeey

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 19:43:51 GMT

hello lovelys,
i'm tired and tired and tired because i am sick still.
i missed a few days of school and one day of work and ended up going to my moms house,
where i saw a very cool crack house and took some very cool pictures of the sink and the curtains which were soaked in dirt and completely gross and disgusting. i really like taking photos of nasty houses, and scary people too.
woah man me and mckenzie were walking around school and she goes "OMG look at this HOT guy i took a picture of in my drama class!" and i looked and im like JESUS HE IS HOT. so we came into RNT to go on livejournal and so mackenzie can look for that guy on MYSPACE. personally i think people who have myspaces also have shallow personalities and happen to be very needy for attention. i don't post pictures of myself on the internet and hope people will post on my photos. but i did, and i got over it, and now my friends love it as much as they did before, and im still like, hey, whatever.
and another thing, athena was like "oh i heard about your plan to sabotage me and my friends," and im like "well thats cool." and she's harrassing amanda too. i think that's just lame.
but then again, i don't really like people who are friends with everyone, thats why i keep a few enemies, athena, welcome to my explanation.
<3 and now, i'm going to close my post because it's been nothing but nothing and nothing exciting at that.
i will post again when i am finished reading my book and working all the time because that is whats consuming all my time.
<3 ilove my san diego friends and know that i will be there with you soon,
and hearts. -->ashley

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 19:54:03 GMT

hey i'm in research and tech and its been about 986374568756234567534years since i've been on livejournal.
i'm so not cool huh.
wow. uhm this is an interesting week. i was working all week last week so i had zero time for the computer.
yeah so this is why i am on the computer at school.

ok lovelys, i guess its all
no one reads this
i dont know why
i even
bother.

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 03:10:00 GMT

me and my baby sister.

again

ooo la la

mary is so much prettier

my jonet
shes a doll

my kaitlyn
i want to be beautiful too :(

xxxxx

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 05:56:41 GMT

hello lovers, i'm at my moms house and i thought i would post a little.
i havent been here in a long time and im glad i am here because it kinda is a fun time you know?
my mom and i are getting along and HOPEFULLY all you peoples will start reading this journal.<3
byee

<3 a ess h elle e why?

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 21:37:56 GMT

i've decided california is for lovers.

<3 its really hot here, why does it have to be so hot?
i've gotten a new book, new shirts. and new friends since you last read this.
is anyone hot?
i hung out with amanda last night, i met this boy named jonathan. (i give him a 10.10.)
yeah

i hung out with will a few nights ago and maybe tonight too... ill let you know how that goes.

its pretty hot in here.

anyway, ill be posting more tomorrow.

No matter how i may wish for a coffin so clean...<<<3 bright eyes is like mmm

<3 ashllleeeyyy
omg its hot in hereeeerrrreee

and so

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 02:22:53 GMT

school has started.
i dont see will much anymore.

[my heart breaks]

and i work too much, and i talk too much, and i read too much,i've been doing too much homework, i've been crying too much, i've lost a friend(s)
[as you walk out the door]
maybe i need a hobby, or i need to find ways to get rid of my frustration, or i need friends who aren't better than me, but the ones i always find are sure to be super excellent and then they find better people to match their excellence and hello i am alone again.
[but the tape keeps playing]
and i think i'll buy some books tonight. but then i'll read them all at one time.
then i'll be caught up again, and emo again, and sad again. because the books i read kinda sound like a record and they play over again because they all deal with the same feelings, settings, people, mistakes.
[and i lay on the floor]
and i'll call will again tonight...
i think kris needs to talk
[and i cry a long time]
and ill probly make some pictures, or some stories in my mind,
and maybe ill share them with a friend
[but the tape keeps playing]
and i think maybe i'll call my grandmother, its time that we talked for a while
[the damn tape wont stop playing]
and the people i talk to online have lost interesting conversations on everyone else.
my house is finished being painted, the walls are not to be touched or they will be smeared or maybe the paint will be torn by tape or pins.
so theyre blank.
and im finished writing i think.
[the tape flips over]

<3

[i stop breathing]

i made a new lj

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 18:50:39 GMT

im sorry guys i just didnt want that name anymore. <3